[ The smile that touches his lips is a tight one, and sad. And when Josh speaks again, his voice is all the more hushed: ]

For making you worry because I've been feeling nothing but useless to you.

For trying to pick a fight, because you were keeping things in again and that's never good where you're concerned.

[ Looking over now, ] For not having the sense to stop Tohru before he'd gone off.

[ As far as he knows, they were the last to see him. He'd wanted to run back, but Yulia had been right -- the rest of them would have been left behind. ]