[He is definitely going to get you a bottle to replace that one at another time, because at the rate that he is falling apart right now? He's going to go through that thing very quickly in your company.]
I don't know what to do. I don't think I can change the way I feel, but...
[But the last time he tried, he ended up losing in a big way. Furthermore, risking that with someone who definitely won't be around for very long and also definitely deserves better than him just doesn't seem like a smart idea --
-- screw smart. Maybe at the end of it all, he isn't sure whether he could handle another loss, another possible rejection. Maybe if he had to try again and fail again, it really would end up ruining him.]
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I don't know what to do. I don't think I can change the way I feel, but...
[But the last time he tried, he ended up losing in a big way. Furthermore, risking that with someone who definitely won't be around for very long and also definitely deserves better than him just doesn't seem like a smart idea --
-- screw smart. Maybe at the end of it all, he isn't sure whether he could handle another loss, another possible rejection. Maybe if he had to try again and fail again, it really would end up ruining him.]