[ That word is breathed out from trembling lips, and followed, almost immediately, by another whimper. There is little else to him now but the hand that you have on him, and the way it's slowly becoming impossible for him to make good on his word. He is trying, though, and it is systematically destroying him in precisely the way you want it to. ]
Please, I'm yours.
[ Just as much as you are his. His experiences in Arcadia permanently changed the meaning of agony/pleasure for him, putting him in touch with the deepest, darkest and most terrible urges that were as beautiful as they were frightening, ugly, and - by human parameters - wrong. But at the end of it all, such exercises had been rape in all senses of the word. None of it had been his choice.
This was his choice, and - if he is to believe in you completely - doing something like this or not doing it at all will always BE his choice. That he can ask something like this of you and give himself over entirely without any fear of judgment or without worrying that you'll truly hurt him changes everything. He can give over control, give in to be used and take his own pleasure from it, and be this way because you love him. ]
no subject
[ That word is breathed out from trembling lips, and followed, almost immediately, by another whimper. There is little else to him now but the hand that you have on him, and the way it's slowly becoming impossible for him to make good on his word. He is trying, though, and it is systematically destroying him in precisely the way you want it to. ]
Please, I'm yours.
[ Just as much as you are his. His experiences in Arcadia permanently changed the meaning of agony/pleasure for him, putting him in touch with the deepest, darkest and most terrible urges that were as beautiful as they were frightening, ugly, and - by human parameters - wrong. But at the end of it all, such exercises had been rape in all senses of the word. None of it had been his choice.
This was his choice, and - if he is to believe in you completely - doing something like this or not doing it at all will always BE his choice. That he can ask something like this of you and give himself over entirely without any fear of judgment or without worrying that you'll truly hurt him changes everything. He can give over control, give in to be used and take his own pleasure from it, and be this way because you love him. ]