[ It takes a bit before the way you're kissing him does wonders for the tension along his shoulders and upper arms. Before the way he relaxes starts to show in the way that he sinks against your body. ]
Hikaru-- [ a breath, now. ] I'm... I-I'm not crushing you, am I?
[ It feels silly the moment the words leave his lips, because you've just drawn him close as if he weighed next to nothing. He isn't stalling -- please don't think that. He wants this. It just feels like a thing he should worry about: you're much shorter and much slighter than he is, and since this is new territory... he really doesn't want to trip up.
You're free to feel the way his hands wander over your form, palms and fingers following the shape of your torso with each dip and angle and line. You're so, so warm. So solid and real -- the mere sight of you makes him crave so much and he doesn't know if that's just him or something else about Arcadia making everything so much more than it normally would feel.
At the risk of sounding like someone who hasn't shared your bed before: it's terrifying; feeling this much want. ]
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Hikaru-- [ a breath, now. ] I'm... I-I'm not crushing you, am I?
[ It feels silly the moment the words leave his lips, because you've just drawn him close as if he weighed next to nothing. He isn't stalling -- please don't think that. He wants this. It just feels like a thing he should worry about: you're much shorter and much slighter than he is, and since this is new territory... he really doesn't want to trip up.
You're free to feel the way his hands wander over your form, palms and fingers following the shape of your torso with each dip and angle and line. You're so, so warm. So solid and real -- the mere sight of you makes him crave so much and he doesn't know if that's just him or something else about Arcadia making everything so much more than it normally would feel.
At the risk of sounding like someone who hasn't shared your bed before: it's terrifying; feeling this much want. ]