[ Your confidence in bed is one of the most amazing things he's ever had the privilege to experience. It's made him feel safe to try new things and to pursue darker desires he hadn't felt brave enough to express as he gets a better sense of himself. There has been very little fear that either of you would overstep in bed; true, it's taken time, he's learning to ask just as easily as giving comes naturally. Recent events have also given him a glimpse of the kind of will you exert to control your desires, to make sure that you keep yourself in check -- and largely because you were always, always weighing the considerations over how he would feel.
Tonight is not about him. Tonight is about what he can offer you, what desires he can fulfill to take you to that brink, all the while reassuring you that he won't break or leave you hanging and wanting. And admittedly, there is something about seeing and feeling you so unsettled that your finesse is near-nonexistent that sends his lust skyrocketing. That is why kisses turn rougher over your flesh, why his teeth scrape hard enough to leave marks on your skin, why the suction of his lips are greedy enough to bruise. His grip is tight; you're leaking, you can break at your will or he could tell you to let go.
But he won't. You will feel that keenly through the link, even as he teases and torments your body in a manner that he hasn't allowed himself to before; in a way he had been apprehensive to, before. It is a high, you see, knowing that you are waiting for his word, your trust in him so concrete that you hold back, utter faith that he will give you permission to let go.
You like this. This is something that really gets you off, isn't it? You don't need to answer him. He's just always been so vocal about his wonder over all the things that make up who you are. That is followed almost instantly by the silent offer that he is leaving you this choice; that your pleasure is up to you. You know your limits better than he does, and he has absolute trust in you to push past established comfort zones if that is what it takes to give you what you need.
He is right here. Right. Here. He won't leave you, he will catch you. Just take that leap of faith, he'll meet you on the other side. ]
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Tonight is not about him. Tonight is about what he can offer you, what desires he can fulfill to take you to that brink, all the while reassuring you that he won't break or leave you hanging and wanting. And admittedly, there is something about seeing and feeling you so unsettled that your finesse is near-nonexistent that sends his lust skyrocketing. That is why kisses turn rougher over your flesh, why his teeth scrape hard enough to leave marks on your skin, why the suction of his lips are greedy enough to bruise. His grip is tight; you're leaking, you can break at your will or he could tell you to let go.
But he won't. You will feel that keenly through the link, even as he teases and torments your body in a manner that he hasn't allowed himself to before; in a way he had been apprehensive to, before. It is a high, you see, knowing that you are waiting for his word, your trust in him so concrete that you hold back, utter faith that he will give you permission to let go.
You like this. This is something that really gets you off, isn't it? You don't need to answer him. He's just always been so vocal about his wonder over all the things that make up who you are. That is followed almost instantly by the silent offer that he is leaving you this choice; that your pleasure is up to you. You know your limits better than he does, and he has absolute trust in you to push past established comfort zones if that is what it takes to give you what you need.
He is right here. Right. Here. He won't leave you, he will catch you. Just take that leap of faith, he'll meet you on the other side. ]