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[icarusalsoflew]

“ dream a little bigger, love. ” [ TEXT | VOICE | VIDEO ]

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[6collegecredits]

What sort of consequences?

[icarusalsoflew]

Suffering the brunt of the full karmic weight that comes with obliterating every possibility attached to each fresh reincarnation that you could have been living.

[6collegecredits]

[Her eyes narrow slightly as she considers just what exactly he's saying. Karma and reincarnation, while a perfectly valid viewpoint, wasn't something she'd put too much focus on back home.]

So...really bad then.

[Perceptive, Darcy.]

[icarusalsoflew]

Pretty much. Look at it this way... it's like the universe has decided that I've already murdered 1,936 people. People who led full lives: they met other people, and did things that affected the world in small or big ways. People who could have had families of their own.

[6collegecredits]

Yikes. [She paused and took a sip of her drink. She needed it after that little bomb.]

So that's the payment for whatever agreement it was you made?

[icarusalsoflew]

Yeah.

[ Taking a sip on his end too. ]

Being around this long has let me do a lot of things, and given me experiences that I would have never had otherwise. But nothing can change the fact that, at the end of it all, it shouldn't have happened this way.

[6collegecredits]

So...you regret it?

[icarusalsoflew]

It's... it's hard to say. Sometimes I do. Sometimes I don't.

[ Shrug. ]

I guess it's something I constantly struggle with.

[6collegecredits]

I can imagine. You'd kind of be a huge asshole if you didn't, anyway.

[icarusalsoflew]

[ Blinking a moment, and then chuckling. ]

That's true. [ Then: ] Got any other questions?

[ He's got the time. ]

[6collegecredits]

[She thinks about it for a minute, sipping at her drink.]

Well, with all that time under your belt, you must have some good drinking stories. Care to share?

[icarusalsoflew]

[ And he should have expected that. Doesn't make it any less pleasant for him, though. Not by a long shot. ]</small. I've got the full range. Just choose your poison and your desired range of crazy.